SHE canceled the remedial again. exams are coming. and we are supposed to revise. during term 3, she didn't came for 2 months, and when she came back, guess what? she gave us the common test, and the marks from the common test are multiply-ed by 4, and recorded into the record book. WHY? this is because, she didn't give us any work to do during the 2 months absent-y. thus, no other marks can be added to the common test marks. i only got 48 for this subject in common test 2. FAILED. and now? she kept being absent when there are two periods for her lessons. and eats our own time for extra lessons. and when time is alreday fixed, she cancelled it at the last minute.

EXAMS are coming, i worked hard for my studies since the starting of this year. I DON'T WANT to flunk my exams because of this subject. i really worked hard, i don't want to retain or get into NA. it's not i look down on NA, is i really put in hard work, i don't want to work hard for nothing for the whole year and get bad results because for this subject.
i really, really, don't want.

choosing this subject is my choice. and what can i say? what can i do? i have to be responsible for my decision. the only thing that i can do now is..... work harder, get into the battle field. but frankly speaking, i really regret making this choice. i really regret.

' SHIMIN, JIAYOU! '

i'm so stressed out now. exams, tests, CCAs, teachers, friends, and lots more things pressing down on me. time is not enough. i need time. i really more time for everything, everything that is around me.

' shimin, letting go something maybe a good choice. the more you try to grab it, the more is goes away. just like sand. leave everything to fate. now isn't the time to think about everything else. concentrate on your studies, prove to everyone that you can do it. YOU CAN! '

i know this isn't the time to think about him, but i only want to say:

我们的相识会是个美丽的意外吗？还是，会是一场在我的生活里打转，却一直没结果的意外？我想知道。

(maybe you will have to change your encoding to simplified chinese to see it)

NOTE:: today's post doesn't meant any harm or hurt anyone. if it does offend you, then i'll say, i'm sorry. no names are included inorder not to hurt anyone's feelings.

Signed off,
Shimin

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20th July 1991
Yuying Secondary
me4eva_20@hotmail.com

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