I'm stress-ED. but not by studies. is by the people around me. i'm now just having a thinking, is to get out this school, and change all my friends, change my character and become a new me. I don't want to be that quiet, blur and isolated me AGAIN! I have alot of thing to say but i just can't write it down here. You know, people will be looking... But i'm just going to say that i really had enough.
'Called me when they need help, Isolate me when they don't need me'
PLEASE.....i'mNOT a rubbishbin!
One more year to 'O'levels. For the time being, i will just have to depent on myself. I will show everyone that....... I CAN DO IT ON MY OWN!
Alot of people may think that i am austic, or not willing to open my mouth to speak to other, to communicate with others. But, letmeEXPLAIN, i confessed that i am quite afraid of strangers and people that i'm not familiar with. But, there was times that, i did try, i really did, i gave some people a smile and tried toking to them. but waht they replied me with? a BIG irritated look came smashing on my face. i can't help but feeling helpless and frustrated. people who didn't experience it will think i'm just over-reacting. but you will have to go throught this yourself to understand my feelings. Thats what i am wanting to say.
#If any words in this post offended anyone, please forgive and forget. i'm just trying to release some of my stress .
signed off,
Shimin
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