WHYE i like CHINESE NEW YEAR so much?

reason 1: gort ANG POWS, equals to getting MONEY. then i can buy more clothes and SHOES and alot more. waHAHA.

reason 2: can wear new clothes and shoes. and also a best reason to have my mum pay for the clothes and shoes. YEAH~

reason 3: a best reson to eat. DUN HAVE TO CONTROL as it is CNY! but OPPS! i'll be gaining weight during this few days... wAAA~

anyways, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR everyone!

signed off,
SHIMIN

8:59 AM sprinklinq love Y

GOOD MORNING! it's currently 5.35am now. waHAHA. i woke up at 4am.^^






these are the un-packaged version of the chocolate which i made to be given out TODAY! valantine's day! sweet~

hiaz.. today valantines.. have to spent the whole afternoon at choir. ( BOO... ) waaa~~~~~~ I DON'T WANT!

although i don't have a LOVER or something, but i can spent today with my beloved FRIEND mahz~ HRMPS~

WORST. go choir still need to be KA-JIAO and scolded by the MADAM XXX. *crys*

mm .. can i skip choir practice today ? * puppy eyes * preetaye please ?

i know this is impossible .. hiaz .. leave every to fate LORZ. what fate wants me to do, then i do lors. we CAN'T change FATE.

REN MING BA !

wahaha.. anyways, happy valentine's day. MAY all the couples in the world have a sweet and lovely romance. NON-attached like me, just be happy with FAMILY and FRIEND.

gonna start prepare for school now! TATA~

Stay Happy Always,
Shimin


5:47am

1:33 PM sprinklinq love Y

it's 5.32 in the morning. and i'm eating breakfast. ganna start a new day TODAY!

to do list : ***** tidy up room.
***speech day rehearsal.
*****study for friday's CHEMISTRY test.
*** confirm with ' Ah Yi ' whether to make the CHOCOLATE fro new year.

waHAHA... i've been quite happy since FRIDAY. beCAUSE, mmmm .. don't tell you .. waHAHAHA ... but yesterday's choir practice was extremly bad and annoying. MADAM XXX kept finding faults with the SOUPRANO 1! eg.she was teaching SOUPRANO 2 and SOUP. 1 was just too tired so most of up just closed our eyes and rested, sort of sleeping. the MADAM XXX was like calling us to SHUT UP after she finished teaching the SOUP.2 and continued with ALTO. then it's like, HELLO ? we are all sleeping, HOW ARE WE GOING TO TALK? we are not even TALKING my 'DEAR' ( eeks.. i feel like PUKING immediately now) . and what the H*LL! she kept staring at me, so i stared back. I DONT LIKE HER ATTITUDE. and i think everyone have the same thinking too(= she the type of teacher who thinks highly of themselves and forget everything about others FEELINGS.

ANGER LET OUT~ smiles.


and TOMORROW's VALANTINES! yeapie!


but then again, i'll have a lonely VALANTINES AGAIN. hiaz...


Signed off,
Shimin

1:31 PM sprinklinq love Y

QUEK SHI MIN, believe in yourself. you can do it. STRIVE ON!


Stay Happy Always,
Shimin

6:10 AM sprinklinq love Y

i've just CUT my HAIR yesterday! post the pictures up TOMORROW ~

Stay Happy Always,
SHIMIN

5:18 AM sprinklinq love Y

why i thanked MR PEH yesterday ?


well, it's something personal and i can't express it out here. i practically CRIED. thats all i can tell.


sometimes, i feel that i'm useless. i can't overcome some of my fears, and start crying. i'll remember the frightening incident when i get the feeling. my HEART beats faster and my face gets burning hot. thats how my body react when i get scared or frightening. and in the next second, tears swell up in my eyes and i'll start crying. i hate the feeling of this.

i don't like the feeling of not knowing what will happen next, or not knowing sure of what i'm doing. i DON'T LIKE me un-sure of myself. i need to know myself, then i'll be confident. i need to know what i'm doing then i'll be sure of what to do next. i've tried to do things that i'm not sure of, but i can't, i'll get afraid and start RETREATING back into my shell. HIDE. i'll just hide in my small shell. it makes me feel SAFE and i'll know that i'm safe. AND it also makes me a LOSER. totalLOSER.


I WANT TO CHANGE! i'm trying to change, but i still can't get away the FRIGHT, UNSURE, UNKNOWN and RETREATS. i can be CRAZY, SMILING, LAUGHING, ACT-CUTING and CHATTING when i'm perfect SURE of what i'm doing. if anybody can, HELP ME or just leave me alone. i don't wanna influence you.

i'm just feeling DOWN right now. read this and forget it. i'll get back to normal after a GOOD NIGHT'S SLEEP.

Mr. PEH: Listen and remember. Just be happy within your context of responsibility.

THANKS.

Nights,
Shimin

6:44 AM sprinklinq love Y

thankyou MR PEH. for understandingME.

Signed off,
SHIMIN

2:12 AM sprinklinq love Y

thankyou MR PEH. for understandingME.

Signed off,
SHIMIN

2:12 AM sprinklinq love Y

Welcome to babyminmin2006.blogspot.com/
iLIKEhim

AND

i want to let HIM know

Quek Shimin
A.k.a MINMIN
20th July 1991
Yuying Secondary
me4eva_20@hotmail.com

♥EverlastiinqLove
♥Everlastiinq Smiles
♥Everlastiinq Him
LOVES SINGING
Loves Cooking
Loves D.I.Y-ing
Loves Jumping Around

Hates

abbusers
liers
insects
gossipers
BackSTABBERS
betrayyes
the RUDES
Hates being LEFT OUT
Hates people who are totally FAKE on the outside
Hates to think of HIM

Wishes

Worldpeace
New computer
PASS my O'levels this year with FLYING COLOURS
More Clothes
More Bags
More Shoes